I spent the new year literally in the air. Spent 18 hours in the air flying back to Singapore. To me, the new year started back in September 2015, when I first arrived in the States. And it was from there which I started my new life. New apartment, new friends, new job, new environment, new car and new iMac. Of course there were some disappointments.
I started to question my choices. Of course, none of which, I am regretful for. The questioning mainly pertains to why I decide to embark on this route and why did I walk away from it all? Perhaps, maybe perhaps, at a later time, I will do a blog on it. But for now, let's leave it here and let's just walk away.
I should have a lot resolutions to blog here and be a hopeless fool to try to achieve all these resolutions.
Instead, I have one thing on my mind.
To focus on my work. That's all. Do the things necessary to do well in this new environment. Not a resolution. Not a wish. Not a prayer. But an attitude. A step at a time.
Notwithstanding my work, I do hope to take up skiing, surfing and cooking. And to develop a photography interest. And I do hope I can make good use of my time here.
2016. Sounds so new. Yet I know it will be all the same. Sometimes you need some pessimism to feel optimistic.
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